Wednesday, June 27, 2012
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Carrie and I took the boys to Wichita Falls to see the Dinosaur exhibit. It's still so hard to take William to things like this. He refuses to ride in the stroller he's been able to unbuckle it for at least a year so we had to stop using it. He just takes off running...I don't think he's ever learned to walk. He went from crawling to running. I think the boys had fun but I think we could have spent a lot less money and just gone to Jumpland cause all they wanted to do was run and play in the bouce houses. Silly Boys!!!
Posted by trenasue at 11:28 AM
Monday, May 21, 2012
William put 2 words together!!! This may seems like a crazy thing to blog about but I'm so excited! William's speech has been delayed since his sleep apnea. We started speech therapy a couple weeks ago but it seems to be a slow process. Today after church William crawled in my bed and said "night night" so we laid and bed and played for a while and then I took him to his room to put him down for a nap and he said "momma bed!" I can't tell you how excited I was...I don't usually get excited when he throws fits so I think he was a little confused! :) I'm so glad he's making progress...I'm so proud of him!!!
Posted by trenasue at 6:01 AM
Friday, March 23, 2012
The terrible twos are in full force at our house. It is to the point where I'd rather just stay home then try to take him anywhere. Tonight we decided we wanted to get out so we drove to Muenster for supper. As soon as we put William in his chair he started throwing a fit...a very LARGE fit! Rusty took him outside 3 times and he was a little better but not great. We drove 2 towns over and had already ordered drinks and an appetizer so we weren't leaving...we knew he'd calm down eventually but he was in a mood. Clearly we were frustrated but he's two and he throws fits...all two years olds throw fits...so why do some people feel the need to stare and give disapproving looks??? Seriously people...he's 2, I'm frustrated and exhausted and I'm doing the best I can...GIVE ME A BREAK!
Posted by trenasue at 7:25 PM
Monday, March 5, 2012
I have always loved Dr. Seuss! Starting sometime while I was in college I would buy Dr. Seuss books any time I found them on sale, for the children I hoped to someday have. I had considered a Dr. Seuss themed party for William's first birthday but we decided on a barnyard theme. In June of 2011 I was shopping at Target and found the dollar aisle filled with Dr. Seuss things. I love to get an early start at planning and I knew it was possible that this might be the last year I get to choose the theme for his party so Dr. Seuss it was!!! Six months before his William's 2nd birthday I left Target with a basket full of Dr. Seuss decorations and party favors and began planning the party! The party was a huge success...we all had so much fun...but I had tons of left over Dr. Seuss stuff. What do you do when it's time for a play date on March 2 and you have lots of Dr. Seuss stuff??? You have a birthday party for Dr. Seuss!!!
Posted by trenasue at 10:44 AM
Sunday, March 4, 2012
The past few months have been rough and exhausting. William hasn't slept well in MONTHS...which of course means I haven't slept in months. He often wakes up multiple times during the night. When he does sleep it isn't good sleep...he's very restless. He used to eat anything and everything but eating has become a HUGE challenge. He isn't growing...he's actually lost weight. His speech is delayed and his behavior is often unbearable. After everyone continued to tell me he was a just a normal toddler boy and I needed to stop worrying I finally figured out he had obstructive sleep apnea due to enlarged tonsils. I took him to his pediatrician, who agreed with me and put in a referral for speech therapy and sent us to a ENT who agreed that William's tonsils needed to come out so on Valentine's day William had surgery to remove his tonsils and adenoids.
Even though it was just a T&A, standing there watching as your child is rolled into the OR is such horrible feeling. I quit my job to stay home with William...I've never been away from him for more than a few hours at a time. If I do have to leave him he stays with his daddy or his grandparents. So, standing there watching strangers wheel my baby boy back to the OR broke my heart and scared the crap out of me. I just wanted to go with him and hold his hand through the surgery. Those 30 minutes in the waiting room were 30 of the longest minutes of my life. While we were waiting my friend Ryan (who I worked with at Children's) came to the waiting room to check on us. He knew I was worried and took the time to go into the OR and check on him...I'm not sure he realizes how much that meant and how having someone I know and trust back with my baby, even for a short time, made me worry just a little less. Soon after that the nurse came and took us back to recovery. When I walked into the recovery room I heard my baby screaming and saw him climbing and hitting the nurse. Needless to say he didn't come out of the anesthesia well. Besides the screaming and hitting he wasn't keeping his sats up so Dr. Murray decided to send him to the PICU for the night. As we rolled into the PICU the attending Ben (who I also worked with at Children's) walked out to greet us. I was relieved and knew we were in good hands. Once we got to the PICU William was a different kid. The fentanyl and lortab had obviously kicked in. He was sitting up in bed playing with his new toys, watching Veggie Tales, drinking and eating a popsicle...and within a few minutes goldfish crackers. It was obvious at this point we didn't need to be in the PICU but we were there for the night. As you can imagine keeping William in bed attached to monitors was quite a task...I'm not sure how many sets of EKG leads we went through! Once he finally feel asleep he slept pretty well...I did not! First, I couldn't hear him breathing. I know this may sound crazy but for as long as I can remember William has been a loud breather and at night the snoring is so very loud followed by an apneic period and then a loud gasp for air...but that night I couldn't hear him. Clearly this is a good thing but something that will take time to get used to. It was also impossible to sleep in a recliner that didn't recline, in a room with monitors alarming and bright lights coming through the door. I just need to say that I've always thought that the parents of the patients I used to take care of were strong and amazing people but just one night in a PICU made me realize they are much stronger than I could ever imagine! The next morning Dr. Murray and Ben saw William and agreed he looked great and was ready to go home! We spent about an hour walking around the PICU while they got us discharged and then we were out of there! It was a rough 10 days. William spent most of that time in my arms. He was in a lot of pain. I had hoped that the lortab would make him sleep through most of it but that wasn't the case. We didn't get much sleep and he didn't eat much other than ice cream. Then all of the sudden William started eating and he hasn't stopped!!! It's so good to see him eat! We are working on eating better foods and eating at meal times and not just eating snacks but HE'S EATING!!! He is also sleeping! For the past week he has slept through the night! I'm sure that sounds crazy since he's two but it's been so long since that has happened. He is also taking naps on most days. This is a huge improvement! I knew that this surgery could make a difference but I have to say I am shocked at how quickly things have changed. It's been a week since he started feeling better and and started sleeping through the night and in that week he has learned at least 5 new words, started pronouncing others he already knew better and his behavior has improved SOOO much! Who knew removing your tonsils and adenoids could change your life that much!!!
Posted by trenasue at 4:27 PM
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
This morning after William was wheeled back to the operating room and I was a nervous wreck I found myself thinking about this verse. I like the new living translation which says...
Posted by trenasue at 10:26 PM